What If

What if...? What if...?

I second guess myself quite often-

More often than not.

What if I don’t like what I bought?

What if I this is not what it ought? 

What if this does not turn out?

I am filled with doubt.

What if...? What if...?

To know for sure would certainly be a gift.

There’s always a ‘what if’ in everyday life.

Yet, ‘what if’ does not have to be with God in it-

He sees. He knows.

Where I am, He goes.

I just need trust to turn my doubt to gold dust.

‘What if’ does not have to be,

for God’s presence -

His omniscience gives me glee.